The days

Title? What title?

Why does each blog entry have to come with a title? Can I just ignore it for once? I think I just did.

Its friday night and I wonder why I am at home, alone with men's best friend -drinks.(note the oxymoron) Somehow, I am beginning to dread the days. Seems like everything is a bore. I believe that at this point of time, many of my buddies are eagerly looking forward to ORD. Its quite different for me, ORD isn't even significant. Ever raised the question "so what?". Public opinion will yield words like:you don't have to be in camp, freedom, pink IC, don't you wish you were out, etc. I really don't think ORD changes things that much. Its not like we are still in crew cut, with severly restricted social life. We have so much time at home we sometimes find it boring we rather book in to crap with our bros. We have fun in our bunks. We hang out in town as and when we like, well almost. How much difference does ORD really makes to our lives.


Rather, I feel that its the little things we do day-in-day-out that really moulds us. Imagine talking about nothing but games and trash. What good does it make? Such conversations are simply a waste of time and are practically useless. Imagine having fun everyday hanging out, watching movies, playing -gosh- lan games and the like. Meaningful? How about reading, learning something new, venturing the unknown, sports or just simply sweat it out. Much better isn't it?

I should really get things back on track. Those days when I was focused, I was really driven. But now...what do I have? Some good friends, respectable qualifications, some penny in my pocket and...what else? Feels like something is missing. There is nothing to look forward to. Is there?

Its almost saturday, and then it will be sunday already.

posted by zente @ 7:14 AM